When I was a kid I couldn’t wait to finally become a teenager and do all the stuff they did in those cool movies. But then I realised that these movies are far from the truth.
I thought I would never be one of those teenagers who hate their lives. Those who just wanna be dead and I said to myself that I never wanna cut. But then I became a teenager and all the things I thought they would never happen to me … became reality.When I was a kid I used to asked my parents what “depression” , “anxiety” , “self harm” were … they never told me. Now I know it and it’s alot worse than I ever expected it to be.
I thought that people actually were nice and caring. But then I entered High School.
I saw my friend cutting herself and trying to kill herself and I prayed to god that this would never happen to me because I saw how done she was. But then I lost myself.I saw the pain in her eyes. But one day I felt the pain. Now I know hpw she felt all the time.
I am that teenager I never wanted to be.